a speech to me

Dear heart of mine…don’t you cry,
I know that you’re going through pain because you lived a lie.
Tears from my eyes please stop dripping down my face.
I know that you’re dripping because my heart lost its place.
I look for love.
I look for someone to love.
But I just can’t see anybody I could give my heart too.
I’m losing myself…I don’t know what to do.


When I fell in love…the only things I got were pain and lies.
Some people just don’t realize that the truth never dies.
Dear mind of mine please stop thinking.
Because the more you think…the more I feel like a broken ship sinking.
I know I made you imagine…I know I made you believe.
But tell me what did we receive?
Did we receive love or did we receive pain?
Didn’t this love almost drive you insane?
I hurt myself…I forgot myself.
I hate myself because of all the things I did.
This love made me keep my life to bid.
Dear heart…dear mind.
Let’s leave the past behind.
We’re on our own.
We have to go through this alone.
Nobody can feel us…and nobody can understand us.
Let’s give our selves to “God” and go on living.
There’s more to life then giving and forgiving.
So let’s have hope and be strong.
And we’ll go through this life together all along.