merci on me

this is somethin a girl wrote when she couldn't bare her mother screaming at her anymore...

Have merci on me.
Please stop yelling at me.
I can’t bare anymore pain.
Stop driving me insane.
I’ve lost my mind.
I just want to leave everything behind.
Can’t you see my condition?
For everything I do, should I ask your permission?
Look into my eyes and what do you see?
I can see tears and pain hidden in me.
Don’t blame me if your life is so rough.
Live with it coz the truth is known to be tough.
Here I am, once again.
Crying with tears dripping like rain.
No matter what I do or how hard I try.
You’re never proud of me and you always wish for me to die.
Did I ask you to give birth to me?
Did I ask to be in this world I see?
I don’t know what the hell did I do?
Coz you keep on blaming me for everything that happens to you.
Why don’t you understand?
Your life is not in my hand.
Hate me if you want.
Don’t talk to me if you want.
Forget me if you want.
But don’t judge me as you want.
You don’t know me from deep inside.
You only know me from the outside.
Your words hurt my feeling and tare me apart.
It makes me hate life and crushes my heart.
You brought me in this world, so why don’t you kill me too?
It’s because you don’t want to go to hell, so why should I kill myself and go to hell because of you?
The day you loose me, you’ll get to know what I mean to you.
But for now I guess I’ll always be a menace to you.
Now…I don’t know what more to say or what to do?
It feels like I’ve lost hope from life and I’ve lost everything else too.

thanx sister

thanx .
aloot.