first love

We knew we would be best friends at the start,
That first day of school,
will always stay in my heart.

Life without each other,
would've never been an option.

Graduation from elementary soon came,
Both filled with excitement,
what laid ahead for middle school,
Fears and worries surprised us,
but we new we had each other.

We got through the first year together,
Second year,
What happened?

Your not the true you,
I don't know what happened,
All I know is,
that I want you back.

I remember the times we laughed and gossiped,
But now you tell me,
there is no time for that.

I walked down the halls,


no one beside me,
But I look in front,
and there you stood.

I look you over,
head to toe,
standing there,
in total disgust.

Your hair all fluffed,
face covered in paint,
skirt pulled up high,
surrounded by fakes.

My eyes tear up,
as I can see,
my memories of you and I,
just fading away.

I think of what my best friend has become,
a girl disguised as a clown,
abandoning those who loved her most,
but now all I see is a girl trapped in a nightmare,
no way to get out.......

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